No, I want to be the good guy. I just don't want to do it in a group that I could, one day, destroy, entirely on a whim or even without intent. And if I'd have said goodbye, you'd have managed to stop me from leaving.
[He sighs again, because seriously, he's not good at admitting this sort of thing.]
If I really felt nothing for any of you, I'd not be having this particular phone call.
Oh, potentially there were many ways I could have left, but it was the only way I could think of that would be a clean break and not just a partial fracture.
[There's a long, maybe awkward silence that follows. By all logic, one of them should have hung up a while ago. Once you get past the accusations and the not-quite-apologies, there's really not much to say between them.]
Well. I'd say "I'll see you around," but it's pretty clear you don't want that ever happening.
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I'm fine with you going solo, chico, but there are better ways you could have done it.
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If I really felt nothing for any of you, I'd not be having this particular phone call.
Oh, potentially there were many ways I could have left, but it was the only way I could think of that would be a clean break and not just a partial fracture.
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[She doesn't comment on the "clean break" line. God knows she's guilty enough of that herself.]
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Of course not.
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[There's a long, maybe awkward silence that follows. By all logic, one of them should have hung up a while ago. Once you get past the accusations and the not-quite-apologies, there's really not much to say between them.]
Well. I'd say "I'll see you around," but it's pretty clear you don't want that ever happening.
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[Evasion tactics engaged.]
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I only meant that, of all of the people I spent those months with, you're the one I find myself missing the most.
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I miss you too, chico.
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[And it genuinely is, because he'd sort of assumed once the shock was over, they'd all realise how much better off they were without him around.]
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For all the good it does us.
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No, never mind. Presumably you were up to something very important, and I should let you get back to it.
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[He's keeping any kind of hopeful tone out of his voice, though.]
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You know, I never did get to finish my meal that time.
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[Just in case that was the plan.]
But I suppose I can meet you there, if that's not what you're thinking of.
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Let's do it. See if they'll let me in after that time.
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If it's a problem, you can always look like someone else. I am very good at illusions, after all.
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We'll cross that bridge when we come to it. I'll meet you there. [And she hangs up, kicking open a door to the Korean restaurant's dimension.]
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PLEASE forgive me for the time this has taken
nothing to forgive :)
<3
<3
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